My week is going to be interesting to say the least with the addition of VBS. I go in at 8 am, get an hour lunch, get off at 6:30pm, only to have to be across the street at my second job at 6:30 to get off at 9:30pm. As well as get ready for the Job Fair. So i hope i can make it through drop without too much worry.
But the most depressing thought about my whole week and weekend, is that i will miss out on all my birthday fun. I won't get to see my BFF, she always has a party for me and her mom (we have the same b-day), my family normally takes me out for dinner, and I might not get to see my Sir and sister. The idea of missing out really didn't bother me until today, and in fact I was not going to tell anyone that it was this week. However, I am feeling a little sad about it now.
My week is going to be a challenge and will interfere with what i want to do. I am having to find the strength to remember what my priorities are, when all i really want to do is spend time with my Sir, sister, and the rest of the family. I learned the difference between want and need a long time ago. However, today, those lines are a little blurry. I need to find time and motivation to get everything i need to do in my vanilla life accomplished. Guess it is time to call my mom and get that mental kick in the ass that she is so good at.
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